Ugh, last night I had a dream that I accidentally came out to certain homophobes in my life who would completely freak out if they knew my sexual orientation. I wasn't angry or pushed into a corner. I was filling out my orientation on some website, and I just blurted it out. I kept (figuratively) kicking myself in the head.
I did not enjoy feeling that fear of being out before the right time. And I didn't enjoy being the one responsible for outing myself.
I understand the part about wanting to wait to come out until your ready.
ReplyDeleteYeah, timing is really important in this case. Did you wait?
ReplyDeleteI am still waiting. Some days I think I am ready and others...not so much.
ReplyDeleteYeah, I hear you. It sucks to have to wait, but survival and peace can be a priority.
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