I feel slightly repulsed with my own heterosexuality today. Like this voice in my head was like, You've been doing WHAT with him for the past six weeks?? Gross! I guess there is such a thing as internalized heterophobia.
When one gender or team irks me, I retreat to the other team. It's a defense mechanism. I guess it can be one good thing about being a free agent, but it's a way to avoid dealing with the issue.
Although I do like the effect monogamy has on me: it calms down the unpredictable fluctuations I feel.
Hopefully I'll never have to say something like, Umm, yeahh, can we skip the sex and just play Monopoly? Your genitalia is disgusting me today.
have you heard of asexuality? many people share your sentiments.
ReplyDeletehttp://www.asexuality.org
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