I feel slightly repulsed with my own heterosexuality today. Like this voice in my head was like, You've been doing WHAT with him for the past six weeks?? Gross! I guess there is such a thing as internalized heterophobia.
When one gender or team irks me, I retreat to the other team. It's a defense mechanism. I guess it can be one good thing about being a free agent, but it's a way to avoid dealing with the issue.
Although I do like the effect monogamy has on me: it calms down the unpredictable fluctuations I feel.
Hopefully I'll never have to say something like, Umm, yeahh, can we skip the sex and just play Monopoly? Your genitalia is disgusting me today.
About Me
- ShaneMo
- I am neither...gay or straight; young or old; masculine or feminine; white or Asian; fat or skinny; happy or unhappy. I love to write about and explore the grey. Because life is forcing me to embrace it. This blog is for all things queer: questioning norms, "The L Word," the Kelkian Army, my gay-related monologues, etc.
1 comment:
have you heard of asexuality? many people share your sentiments.
http://www.asexuality.org
http://www.queersunited.blogspot.com
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