Sigh. I hung out with my the friend of a dude I briefly dated. I will call him Bob. Things went very well. I'm feeling smitten. The way he talks makes me want to jump him. We like and respect each other. There is a chance that this could turn into a relationship. I was SO not expecting this.
I still compartmentalize. I immediately feel like if I enter a committed relationship with a boy, then I'll have less of a right to blog here, to listen to Kelka, to wear boyish clothes, to watch The L Word. Et cetera.
I need to get to a more fluid place where I just acknowledge all the parts of me and stop with the labeling bullshit.
About Me
- ShaneMo
- I am neither...gay or straight; young or old; masculine or feminine; white or Asian; fat or skinny; happy or unhappy. I love to write about and explore the grey. Because life is forcing me to embrace it. This blog is for all things queer: questioning norms, "The L Word," the Kelkian Army, my gay-related monologues, etc.
2 comments:
or what about grey?
Even in the L word they have bisexuals. So don't feel that way! I know what you mean though, good luck to you :)
Yes, grey is the goal. It always has been for me in so many different respects.
Thank you for the encouragement.
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